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Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in the "Li Sakura" journal:

November 12th, 2009
08:35 am [Link]	Ω012 [Voice] [asdfghjk back to normal now] [Frantic post is frantic] Sakura-san, I'm so sorry! I don't know what came over me, I- you're not hurt right? Are you okay? Syaoran, Karyoubinga-chan, I'm very sorry to both of you as well... ...This world... [Sakura sits still for a moment and turns off the audio. However, it immedietly turns back on because the journals hate her or something. Anyway, it's pretty boring at first, just Sakura sitting and thinking and eventually her thoughts lead to Paparan. Like they usually do.] Syaoran... I wonder if it's better or worse if you weren't here... [Since then she would have had to fight over you too.] [Starts singing quietly, without quite noticing it at first.] Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on - What's going on, I didn't- Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on~ ♫ ... ... ... Did it stop? I- [obviously it hasn't stopped because once again she's singing!] ♫ Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone ♫ Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on~ ♫ Current Mood: confused Tags: event aftermath, event: musicals, event: personality switch, sakuras aren't obsessed, syaoran (59 comments \| Leave a comment)
November 7th, 2009
02:00 pm [Link]	Ω011 [Video! Sakura is in the Welcome Center, obviously having just arrived as the Kiseki ladies gather around her] [ALSO NOW THERE IS AN AMAZING FILTER HERE that is only a little hackable] This is- no, I can't be here I have to help Syaoran! They were- no, I told you I don't have time for this, they were- and I... Sakura and I... I'd already started to disappear... [Sakura and the Kiseki ladies fall silent.] ... She was right... It happened after all. [Sakura smiles weakly and one of the Kiseki ladies pats her on the shoulder.] I guess it doesn't make a difference if I go back now, right? [/filter] [Still unaware the journal was recording, Sakura flips it open and it switches to text.] Syaoran? [This refers to any and all Syaorans, btw.] Kurogane-san? Fay-san? Moko-chan? Are you all still here? [The video part is filtered after Sakura warned Sakura about it, but if you want your character to have seen it before she got the chance, I'm cool with that?] Current Mood: crushed Tags: at least they were safe, fay, i confide in kiseki ladies, i disappeared, kiseki ladies are kisekian, kurogane, mama's home, moko-chan, sob where is my family, syaoran, too late to change things, yuuko (195 comments \| Leave a comment)
October 21st, 2009
07:48 pm [Link]	Ω010 [Accidental video post!] [Sakura is in the kitchen behind the bar, cleaning dishes with fierce determination. Since daddy is gone, mommy doesn't remember, and uncle Fuuma is an ass, Sakura is one of the few workers left in the bar. With hubby gone, she doesn't like hanging out alone in her room and she can't ~~stalk~~ hang out with her son forever, so she's been spending a lot of time at the bar trying to keep it all together.] [She pauses and takes a deep breath, putting the dish aside to wipe her forehead.] There... That's the last one. [Quick surprised expression as she notices the journal] Ah- It keeps doing that... [Picks up the journal and smiles, embarassed.] Hi, everyone! Sorry about that. [Turns off recording.] Current Location: A bar?! Current Mood: accomplished Tags: a bar?!, at least she has both arms, deliberately similar to kuro posts, filling in for daddy, maybe i'll just punch fuuma, mun is being active i swear to god, someone has to, yes she works there (173 comments \| Leave a comment)
October 9th, 2009
02:30 pm [Link]	Ω009 [Video turns on to show Sakura sitting at the table in her room with a cup of tea in her hands. She's pretty much just sitting there on her own, thinking to herself. Her reflection, however, shows in her cup of tea and she catches a glimpse of it. Hey, guess who is replaying the memory event?] [An adult Sakura is standing in front of a younger one, who is wearing a school uniform and holding a wand. To quite a few it should be recognisable as CCS!Sakura's. The younger one speaks first.] Take this. [It's not clear which is speaking now] This is a very precious thing to you, isn't it? [CCS!Sakura again] Even without the staff, the cards will still be right here with me. [She pats her pocket. She then looks up to smile happily at the older Sakura.] I believe in them. So you, too... You should believe. Because no matter how your life may have begun... You are still you. Your happiness is the happiness of the people who are precious to you, so always believe... in yourself and in the people you love. [Sakura smiles and spreads her arms out] That everyone will be alright for sure! [The dream fades and shows the older Sakura standing alone, near a garden pond, watching her own reflection. She catches a falling Sakura petal and looks up at the sky, obviously worried. However, she's quickly interrupted by a young boy running towards her.] Good morning, mother! [Sakura smiles.] Good morning. [She kneels to be at eye-level with the boy, looking at him fondly and putting her hands on his shoulders.] You're up even earlier than usual today. [It's at this point that the memory fades away, revealing Kiseki!Mamakura still sitting on the couch, clutching her tea tightly and staring at it in shock.] That was... [OOC: If your character already knew that Mamakura was Real's mum, then they were able to recognise him. If they're from earlier, he would have been blurred or unrecognisable or something like that, you would only have known there was a child, not who he was. If your character isn't from TRC... I'll leave it up to you and you can choose whether or not they recognise him. CCS!Sakura is purple Syaoran is green] Current Mood: shocked Tags: mama loves her baby, memory event, my interdimensional bff, replaying event (114 comments \| Leave a comment)
October 2nd, 2009
10:16 pm [Link]	( [Private to self// Unhackable] ) [Rests her pen on the page for a moment, so there's a few accidental marks there if anyone else wants to talk to her?] [Filtered to Syaoran//Hackable] Syaoran... [//// ♥] Where are you right now? Current Mood: horny Tags: !event: horny, brb making more syaos, event, karyoubinga, mama wants sex, mood is totally readable or is it?, sakura is gonna get laid (37 comments \| Leave a comment)
August 31st, 2009
03:24 pm [Link]	Ω007 [Sakura walks into the bathroom and picks up her hairbrush. She combs her hair happily, watching her reflection peacefully. After a few moments of this, she is slowly drawn into a memory...] [Video turns on, you see all that is here. Sakura is standing in the backyard of the Li estate, underneath a flowering sakura tree and more than slightly bewildered.] What... This isn't real, right? [She tries to take a few steps forward but can't.] [There's actually quite a crowd of people, and not far from Sakura stands Syaoran, in his early twenties and dressed formally, standing under the pavilion. There are rows of people sitting in seats in front of him, with an aisle running down the center. Sakura stares at him in shock, though Syaoran looks quite happy and a peace. No one seems to notice her. Just then, music starts up and everyone turns to see the Sakura of the memory, walking down the aisle, arms linked with a disgruntled looking Touya. She is dressed in a formal wedding kimono, in contrast to everyone else in their Chinese clothes.] [Memory!Sakura smiles at Syaoran as she gets closer, and you can see tears of happiness in her eyes. Syaoran reaches out to take her hand once she's close enough, which she takes. Touya takes an extra moment to let go of her but steps back eventually. Syaoran and Sakura hold each others hands, facing each other and seemingly oblivious to everything else, including the priest marrying them.] [Kiseki's Sakura smiles at the memory, despite her confusion. They were so happy. So completely in love. She can remember how she felt at this moment, remember how she never wanted to let go of Syaoran's hands, remember how everything they had ever been through seemed totally irrelevant compared to this moment. It had been perfect. As Memory!Sakura recites her vows, Sakura mouths the word silently. She doesn't need to be able to see this memory in front of her to remember it perfectly, but she has to admit that if this is one of Kiseki's tricks, it's one of the better ones.] Syaoran... [OOC: Nothing really censored, I guess, feel free to have your character see the whole memory. :) If they're not in the know they just might not know it's a memory.] Current Location: Bathroom/Hong Kong? Current Mood: touched Tags: !event: memory, brb making more syaos, guess what they did that night, happy memories, i married syaoran, i'm an old lady, it was beautiful, long post is long, so much description, syaoran, touya, wedding (145 comments \| Leave a comment)
August 25th, 2009
04:57 pm [Link]	Ω006 [Private to self//Unhackable] I haven't seen him in a few days now... and I'm sure the younger one isn't the same, like last time. Though it's nice to have him here too. [/private] ... [Can't figure out how to phrase this to everyone else without giving stuff away so-] [Filtered to post!Tokyo TRC cast, no chibis or pre-angst characters allowed.] Has anyone seen "Syaoran"? The older one, I mean. [Is pretty sure he's gone, but wouldn't be mama without checking.] Current Mood: worried Tags: but i have my baby, how many sons again?, jl has a problem with syaos, miss my baby, still miss my baby (108 comments \| Leave a comment)
August 14th, 2009
03:54 pm [Link]	Ω005 [...] This is... It must be this world, musn't it? [Since I didn't do anything, and I'm pretty sure Syaoran didn't do anything, and no one else here should be strong enough to do that kind of magic...] It's strange that it picked this specific thing to do though. Or maybe it isn't. [Yes, Sakura has been aged back up to her regular 32 years. She's sitting in her room, in clothes that no longer fit, fairly surprised and worried.] Syaoran, did anything happen to you? ~~So many things at once~~ [Unreadable.] [OOC: While normally I use Sakura's adult icons whenever and ask you to pretend she looks 14 in them, that is no longer the case. In all of Sakura's grown up icons, she looks exactly as she appears in them. :)] Current Mood: worried Tags: age event, brb making more syaos, event, i have breasts again, i'm an old lady, i'm older than kurogane, kiseki won't leave me alone, not as old as fay, replaying event (242 comments \| Leave a comment)
August 8th, 2009
12:33 am [Link]	Ω004 [Is sitting in the park, just relaxing.] [...] [...] [... ♥] This feeling... [Filtered to canhasemotions] How are you today? Current Mood: confused Tags: cheating on syaoran, crack pairings event, event, loose woman, nataku, nataku should make out with me (93 comments \| Leave a comment)
July 15th, 2009
12:02 pm [Link]	Ω003 [...Wait, wtf? I'm back here again?] This is... [Well, I was only gone a few moments, so it's actually not as confusing as it could be once I get my bearings. And they said people left and came back.] [... Wait wait wait wait please please] Syaoran? Syaoran, you're still here, right? [All of you.] Fay-san? Kurogane-san? [...] Kimihiro? [Doesn't think she's been gone too long but fff.] Current Location: The welcome center! Current Mood: worried Tags: both my babies, calling all syaorans, fff kiseki, i love my family, i'm back!, lol it was just a week, mama's home (72 comments \| Leave a comment)
June 26th, 2009
04:35 pm [Link]	Ω002 [Private//Unhackable] There's still things we really need to do. We still have to stop that man. [...] But I don't mind being here for now. I'm so glad I could see them all again. [/Private] [Is wandering around the shopping district, exploring and looking at all the neat things. Anyone who wants to run into her is more than welcome to.] Current Location: The city Current Mood: calm Tags: a great explorer!!1!, i love my family, mun is bored, open comment log or something?, random (48 comments \| Leave a comment)
June 18th, 2009
09:10 am [Link]	Ω001 [Handwriting is a little messy as she's feeling nervous] Those women said I needed to write in this book... But this isn't the world I was supposed to land in! ~~Is this another of that man's tricks?~~ [Okay, those women said other people could read these. I just need to stay calm and everything will be fine.] To the people who are reading this, my name is Li Sakura. I need to leave this place as soon as possible, so if any of you have any information regarding that I would definitely appreciate it. [...] Syaoran? Are you here too? Current Location: Welcome center! \o/ Current Mood: determined Tags: all of jl's chars run to wc, li sakura, syaoran, touya will explode, where am i?, where's my hubby (372 comments \| Leave a comment)
June 14th, 2009
12:02 am [Link]	[OOC] How's my driving? Any complaints, criticism or advice goes here. Comments are screened and anon enabled. Tags: ooc (Leave a comment)